today.. i can't find my worth...

things are blurry lately... i guess i need to change my perspective.. I feel bad for the last three days.. the damn feeling of nothingness is all over me..

can’t find the right way of thinking.. it’s like im near to my end..

i thought im cool.. im blessed.. im lucky..
...apparently im not

someone makes me feel great.. makes me think that life is wonderful..
teaches me to care and love once more..
but where i am now? i don’t know..
…maybe somewhere in the middle of oblivion

my angel's bday..

it's bong's birthday today.. i completely forgot, thanks karlo for reminding me.. sorry!!

bong is my guardian angel.. he's been watching over me for 20 long years..
....keeping me away from harm
....my shadow when in solitude
....providing me the courage and inspiration to move on

....proved that im one of those blessed people who are worth dying for....


he's up there in heaven... watching.. caring.. loving..

i love you tol! happy birthday!

.......uh!

the blink of your eyes
makes the world stop...

that’s why I always wanted to look in your eyes and freeze the moment while i’m at your side