....

breathe again
live in me again
if only I can plead
that I surely need..
like the wind
like your love
I give you wings
fly like a dove

now it’s me
only me
bare from your touch
filled with emotions
certain with my cause
for even I’ve been
saying it

oh, I…
I do really love you

best thing..

who do you think
would I run to, cry to
when my world is tilted?

when life is harsh
who’d be there to catch me
and make my life worthwhile

you...
I can say it’s you
coz you’re one of the best things
that ever happened to me

spend with me too
your laughter, your troubles
you know I’m just here
…protecting
…caring
…loving

so…
who do you think
would I laugh with, love with
all the crazy stuffs in this life?

thank you dude, for the love and care.. loveyah!

…. for Lyric

I feel like asking God to grant me my prayer
That Lyric can finally sing the song of her life
A song that can make her realize her worth,
The importance of her existence
And the reason why a nearly-shattered man breaths

I want to hear you laughing
Telling me how you enjoyed the moments,
The moments you really experienced the joy of living
Blinking your sleepy eyes without any trace of sadness
Without single tinge of yesterday’s gloomy stories

Can you smile for me? and let me experience
The beauty and loveliness of your soul
Place me in a trance of euphoria where I can
Touch your fingertips and hold your hands forever while
You whisper me your hopes, your dreams… your prayers

May you escape the nightmares and confusions
And let your heart experience love
May all the uncertainty flee in an instant
And just believe that love is always at your side
Waiting to be discovered… to be shared

Tomorrow, I wish to see you telling stories about triumph
Of how simple things moved and nurtured you to become
God’s living affirmation that every creature has the opportunity
To become what they wanted… to fulfill their dreams
And to carry out their destiny

I yearn to see you dancing… with elation… with bliss
Living with satisfaction – finding the truth
That strength is always above weakness
And you can cross the limits and take the risks…
Get out of your comfort zone…

Get control of your life and be the ultimate YOU!

wrote this for her birthday... for a lady who has it all...

"Every Little Thing"

another one for lyric....

Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all come
I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
Some times

Lift me up
Just lift me up don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come
You say your all right
But I get the strangest feeling
That you've gone away- you've gone away
And will you find out who you are too late to change?

Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Or soon nothing will be right at all
Salvation
Will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted


i never thought this dishwalla's shit will hit me.. nice lyrics, nice thoughts.... I REALLY WISH I COULD BE!

one fine day...

woke up with headache.. i thought im just gonna sleep all day..

surprisingly, i got positive upshots today, everything seems a little under control..
im tired now, after half day of pulling out all the stops.. but it's worth the sweat..

i'll retire in peace tonight!

nyt!!!

today.. i can't find my worth...

things are blurry lately... i guess i need to change my perspective.. I feel bad for the last three days.. the damn feeling of nothingness is all over me..

can’t find the right way of thinking.. it’s like im near to my end..

i thought im cool.. im blessed.. im lucky..
...apparently im not

someone makes me feel great.. makes me think that life is wonderful..
teaches me to care and love once more..
but where i am now? i don’t know..
…maybe somewhere in the middle of oblivion

attaday!!

i was so stupid today... freaking stupid... ;(

my angel's bday..

it's bong's birthday today.. i completely forgot, thanks karlo for reminding me.. sorry!!

bong is my guardian angel.. he's been watching over me for 20 long years..
....keeping me away from harm
....my shadow when in solitude
....providing me the courage and inspiration to move on

....proved that im one of those blessed people who are worth dying for....


he's up there in heaven... watching.. caring.. loving..

i love you tol! happy birthday!

.......uh!

the blink of your eyes
makes the world stop...

that’s why I always wanted to look in your eyes and freeze the moment while i’m at your side

one for lyric...

Under the moonlight
the shadows are playing quietly
the roads have been abandoned
and the eyes have been blinded
by something unseen yet life-giving

I can’t help myself not to think…
….of you

I want to play in the rain with you
and hear our laughter...
I miss the way we talk
and feel the sincerity in you
I don’t dream to spend a day
in a very luxurious way
as long as you are there,
everything else is just enough…

Maybe all that I want
would be set aside
because what I really wanted
is for you to be who you are
…no pretensions
…no lies
…just you

I’m longing to touch your hand
and always be by your side
You bring me a different kind of sensation
…an emotion, never felt before

If you only knew
how I appreciate you
as my friend and more than that…
You are the one of those whom
I’ll cling on when the world
is tilted upside down

If it’s ok, hold my hand forever,
with you I’m ready to start
…a new beginning
…a new adventure of love
without the fear of hurting
myself and my heart again

I’m praying for the time that
the universe will grant my wishes
as I strive to discover you
…with room for growth
…and indescribable emotions
that kept and will keep me
alive…
reborn…
and happy…

Hoping that our world
will always be filled with angels
and butterflies

With the thought of having you in my

life makes me
learn more…
live more…
give more…
grow more…
and love more

So stay happy and smile…
for you may not know
how you have been
inspiring…
moving…
and touching my life

got inked.. again..

i thought it's a "never again" thing.. only because i thought that i will never be into the same situation once more.. but here i go again...

created another mess.. an ugly permanent one.. it's not hard to understand though.. we all know that physical pain is more bearable than emotional torture..

the only thing i can do now is to pray that this damn stupidity won't happen again.. "never again"..

Life - a rubik's cube...

Firstly, you have to look at things in the right context. Every movable piece has one position where it belongs, e.g. each middle edge has two coloured faces, and so the yellow/red edge piece has to be adjacent to the yellow and red centre pieces. If it is between the yellow and blue centre pieces, the yellow side might look fine, but the blue side will never be complete until that piece is moved.

That leads onto the second point - chances are that you will have to move that piece into a "worse" position on the cube before you can get it into the right position. So, it feels like you're going from a situation where you have 1 side out of 6 done to a situation where none of the sides are complete. But if you don't, you'll never solve it.
A significant issue here is that it's not just a case of keeping a stiff upper lip, and waiting until it's over - you have to actively make things worse. The other issue is that there's no guarantee of success - you could wind up with a cube that's scrambled even worse than it was when you started.

Taking this as an analogy for life, I think it's all too easy to get stuck in a rut, where you're not happy with the way things are, but you're not quite uncomfortable enough to risk making them worse. This could apply to various aspects of life, e.g. career or hobbies. In my experience, the hardest part is "working without a net", since these changes tend to involve going solo (at least at first).

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(not mine - found this somewhere)